I can see that you are worried.I got some cards for you
4H-KS-9C
3S-QD-10S
In this spread I do see you fear. You are the Queen of diamonds and you are surrounded by spades. On the other side there is the doctor, who wants to bring you emotional stability and something lucky - represented by the 4 of hearts and 9 of clubs. I do not know the results, but the results will bring back some luck into you life if you are willing to do so.
I pulled one angel card from the life purpose deck and got:
Yoga
The message on this card says, “Your life is enhanced by yoga, stretching, and exercising.”
Use Yoga today to calm down, energize and connect with your body and your self. Yoga is an excellent aid for releasing energetic blockages in the body and developing a calm, clear and peaceful mind.
Set aside some time today to do yoga, or some other form of exercise or meditation.